(B)Akanishi no hibi

Okay, maybe we are idiots, or I am idiot, but we decided not to give up.
*nods*

There are things that became moredifficult, there are things that shocked us dearly. But we decided to fight, not to give up, no matter what will happen.


I am going to Japan on July 23 so maybe i have to go on hiatus here more.


AND IT IS IMPORTANT, IF SOMEONE CAN HELP ME, PLEASE...

So, I cant go to the host family I was with in july and August.
Is there someone out there who can host my while I am in Japan? We can discuss the details.
If someone can please contact me in pm and i will give u my email address or msn to discuss it more.



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私のブログを読んでいる日本人の皆様へ

 

私は７月２４日に日本に行くことになりました。

前のホストファミリーは７月と８月に忙しいから家に私をホストすることが出来ない。

 

この質問は多分ちょっと失礼だけど誰か私を家にホストすることが出来ないでしょうか。

もし出来ればコメントそれともPMを書いて下さい。

 

よろしくお願いします。

Coz i cant sleep am sad and broken i made this and at least it could make me smile a little:

This year my dream came true. Aigatou gozaimasu!!
There are things i wont and can t write here.
I just can say that i am happy and i hope the day will come again.


A little late (coz i was travelling and had absolutely no net access), but HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU AKANISHI!!!!
I wish for you to be very happy (and to rest more u bastard!! LOL)
Sorry sorry xD

TANJOUBI OMEDETOU you big lovable baka and take care of yourself!
*singing hbd song to you, the same as Kame did "Akanishi version"*
*laughs* (((thumbs up to Kame ;)))

Pet and lover is sooooo true

Jin.. WHERE are u touching? xDD
ok, you might say: he is only pushing Kame out of the way.
If you only see that, I recommend you to watch it again more carefully ;)

HISASHIBURIII~~~ ^o^/

Missed me? Uhha... I havent updated my blog for a really long time. Missed me? xD (I doubt it lol)


Okkkay~ It will be long, boring, and well...kinda...ah you have been warned.
So, onto my life now~

After I came back from Japan i was desperate. I hate my home country and I miss Japan dearly. There are so many difficulties but the fact I never give up keeping hope and doing things helped me to look the life in a bright side.
"Always look on the bright side of life~ tutu tutututututuuu~" *singing*
I miss my "la girlfriend", and my friends there and... that... ahh never mind I miss him and i miss everyone and my host family and I WANNA GO BAACK!! ^^"

I started to work because first of all, I have to give my friend the money back that I loaned when I went to Japan and I have to go to Japan again in September. (And it turned out that I have to go to Los Angeles too LOOOL Should I ask a certain idiot to join? >D)

First I was working for Greenpeace. I am sure all of you have heared about it. It is an organization that is trying to save the nature. I want to save the nature, and I really do all that I can, but i couldnt work for Greanpeace for long. This work is not for me. Stopping random people on the street and practically asking for their money....... well... it really is not for me.
The people I worked together were really kind, I made a lot of friends. (But one guy was stupid... -.-)
So, I quited that work.

Now I am working for BKV. Ok.. whats BKV you ask?
In my home country when you travel by tram or metro, you have to buy ticket and show it to the controllers. The controllers check it and so you can go to the subway. Sometimes controllers are on the buses or trams.
I am standing (or going) with the controllers and if there is a foreigner i translate. So I am a German, English and Japanese translator now.
Because I really need money I try to do my shedule the way I work every day (including Saturday and Sunday)
Now I am living in a friends place (for free, thanks Maru!!! <3) but it is about 1 and a half hour from my workplace.
This means, I have to get up at least at 9 am. The work starts at 12:00 and lasts until 20:00. The time i arrive home is 23:00 or later, coz the trains to that place i live in now doesnt come often.
You can imagine how tired and frustrated i get when i get home.
And after it, i have translations to do but coz i really dont have energy, it turns out bad T___T
((and btw I hate my phone, why can it call one number in LA but the other it cant?? ><))

I have met several people and coz of this work i see thousands of people every day.
In my country, almost everyone hates controllers. Why? Because the people here either dont buy ticket, either they are too lazy to show it.
I really began to hate the people of my country. Everyone thinks the controllers are stupid people, but you know what? They are the kindest people I have ever met. They are warm hearted, kind and help you whatever the matter is. People who says controllers are stupid, the one is stupid who said it.
Yes, i am sure there are exceptions, surely there are controllers that are not very intelligent, but you can believe me, I have worked there for 3 days now, always go to the BKV center and I am always with different controller team.
All of them were kind and helpful.
I cant understand people and they piss me off. They are that stupid that they cant realize that being a controller is a job. The controllers are working 8 or more hours a day, they ask people to show the tickets, they are not there to "being mean" to people. It IS a job...
But... just imagine... what do the people do? They are bitching around.
the controller greets them and asking for the ticket. People (almost all of them) making faces (they dont greet back, they think they are higher in rank than the controllers, unfortunately 90% of people are VERY snob)
Even if they have ticket they bitch around, saying. "Why do I have to show it??? I have to take it out of my bag, I dont have time for this!" Yeees.... ofcourse... but she or he has the time to stop and whine about this...
So stupid! Hilarious.
There are types of people who say: heh, fuck you controller.
or: dont touch me, eww.
Really... that time i have the urge to punch the teeth of that person out. I get even pissed when I write about them.
They should fuck themselves. Sometimes they dont even buy ticket. If they dont buy, the controller punishes them. What do they do?
This:
"Fuck you, you stupid shit, I wont pay! What the hell do you want? I didnt buy ticket and?"
and really in this tone and with these words.
And no, not only boys. Girls too and not only young people are snob, almost all of them.
there was an incident. One of a boy had ticket but he didnt show it properly. Then the controller asked him nicely to show it. What did he do? Shove the controller, started to swear, scream at him (the controller didnt hit back) and saying the things I listed above.
Heh, that piece of shit had the courage only until police came. Coward bastard...but first he shouted around that the controller was violent and hit him and one of an old lady (around 65 or 70) said: sue him!! Sue the controller!
I always hated my country but this made me hate it more. And foreigners are not like that. Even if they dont buy a ticket they dont behave like this.
Before all people would attack me (not that i care) I have to say there are exceptation of course. But 90% of people are like that.
And do u know who doesnt behave this way? People who "normal people" look down at. People like "emo", and people look like gangsters or not so intelligent. They almost always greet the controller back, always show the ticket normally and some of them even smiles.

I cant understand how people can be this stupid... It is not an excuse that they are hurrying, it is their duty to show the tickets. Baka na hito-tachi wa nasakenai ze...

Ok, end this thema before I explode. ^^"""

The weather is very tricky. One day it can be 35 celsius, the other day 13 with pouring rain. Thats what happened yesterday.
When I finished work, there was pouring rain. But it really rained hardly. I had umbrella but it didnt help at all, my pants (until my waist!!) got totally soaked for the time I got to the bus-stop (2 minutes away from the BKV building). I have never seen such rain o___O
One of my controller friend brought me to the station after the rain stopped with his motorbike. (kakkoii motorbike!!! *o*)
Arigatou neeee!

I didnt really catch a cold, well I hope so. But I feel a little weird, so maybe I caught cold. ^^"" I sneeze a lot -.-

Today I had exams, only thats why i didnt work. When I went to the uni I thought I only will have one exam, but I met with one of my classmate who was abroad too and he told me he has an appointment with the teacher who is teaching Chinese today.
And since I havent done that exam either I decided to join him. We learned for 2 or 3 hours and then went to sensei.
I passed both exam, so for now uni is over. ^.^v
(and the weather again... LOL it was more than 30 celsius I am sure and now it is all cloudy and i am sure it will rain again.)


Another topic;
I got messages and comments that asked me to continue my fic Unable to respond. Arigatou!! I am very touched that you like this fic so much that you even write mail to me. I promised that I finish it and this promise still stands. I am really sorry that I havent done an update yet, but as soon as i have more time I will continue it. I dont know when it will be, but I wont leave it unfinished.
Sorry that I keep you waiting for so long m(_ _)m

About KAT-TUN;
I soooo dont believe this Kame+Koizumi thing. It keeps me amused. xDDDD *laughs*
Ah I love KAT-TUN so much. It is so amusing, when the controllers asked "which languages do you speak?" and I said Japanese they were suprised. After it they noticed Kame's pic on my cellphone. They said: wow, what a beautiful girl. xD
LOOOL
I said, not girl, just a girly guy who prefers guys more (sorry Kame for me it is a fact).


Now i am damn tired, I didnt have free day or even free hours for a week or more. I am going to begin translating soon but now i think I will sleep a bit or just relax.

Jaa ne~


EDIT;;;
It is raining ice!!!!!!! o__________________________________O
with thunder and strong wind o.o

know what?

FUCK U GOKUSEN 4!!

It is the stupidest story one could ever make.
Leave Ryu's charakter alone. Thanks.
Shit.

Really... i wish i never knew this...
Did script writers gone totally mad?????????

Johnny or whoever responsible for this should not want to make akame be THAT apart... disgusting.
And not only coz i am an akame fangirl but...

coz:
first: For me Yankumi IS Nakama Yukie and NOT Ueto Aya!!
second: even if Matsujun (who i dont like) or Koki or WHOEVER played the charakter Hayato, I wouldnt care, not coz of akame, but the chara Ryu belongs to the chara Hayato. (As I am not a KamePi fan, but the chara Shuuji definitely belongs to Akira.)
And now what??? RYU FALLS IN LOVE WITH YANKUMI WHO IS NOT EVEN PLAYED BY YUKIE???????

I am stunned now. In fanfic it is ok, but to make it to a real drama????
WHATTHEFUCK???

But really whats this??
Not they only leave Hayato's chara completely out of the movie, they actually make Ryu apart
from him THAT much that he falls in love with Yankumi???
This is crazy.
I hope it is not official.

Title: Survival camp /ch 2/
Author: (B)Akanishi
rated: PG 14
Paiting: Akame (maybe more later)
genre: romance, fluff, humor, adventure
Warning: unbetaed, so may contain grammar errors!
Summary: KAT-TUN is sent to a survival camp with lots of adventure, due to the fact of the fans complains that they don’t see much member ai. Is that really like that? Does KAT-TUN really needs this camp to deepen their bond or is it deep enough without it?

AN: I got the idea of this fic when I was reading comments and lj entries that were saying maybe kat-tun are not friends in rl. I believe they are and that they have a really deep bond. I know Akakame are OOC here and maybe the others too, gomen ^^””


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My last days in Japan... were awesome... I met him again, and he was kind, and I... god... i just want to tell you SORRY!!! I hope I will have the opportunity to do so...
Really sorry and thanks for all.

I miss him... and I miss my dear "la girl", my host family, my friends there...even law office..even my work... I miss Japan... so very much I can hardly live...Can I ever go back?

Here is...everything like hell... in Japan I was optimist...here I cant be...
My family is too worried, they cant understand i achieved my goal... in 99%. Tho I realize it I need money which I dont have...

5 million yen for the visa for short amount of time... Ok, only 4 now... But still...

I arrived here late at night from Japan... I had problems at airport, they said I have to pay more for the ticket change and I didnt have that money (and then they checked again and told me, oh sorry you really dont have to pay more......... great)

After the day there was the party.
It was good to see my friends again! Really and thanks for coming.
I am sad Annili and Miisha had to go home earlier T__T
And gomeeen that the food was so late, I hope u enjoyed it!

After that we ate outside xD It was raining btw....and it was not that very hot weather either, it was cold.
We had luck we had the fire so it was not that unbearably cold.

But I was a little sad, it was the first day I was in Hungary, I missed Japan dearly at that time too... and... ok, I know i shouldnt complain and it is childish but...now i need my fandom more than i ever did... it keeps me sane kinda and it is one of the very few things that can calm me now.
And well... I know it is stupid but... i was quite lost and sad when we played activity and everyone was like NO FANDOM! Noway!! (We always played activity the way that we write the things on a paper we have to "perform", coz we never find the game lol)
thankyouverymuch....
i think i wont play activity ever again ^^
I tried to smile tho...*shrugs*
But there was a point I couldnt tolerate anything anymore... and started to watch Rescue PV from KAT-TUN. It was not the best idea tho, as soon as I saw Jin I started to cry... (JIIIIIIIIIIIIN!!! T_________________T damnit! I want to go back!! I want to go there!! I want to... T_______________________T AKANISHIIIIIIIIII! Help me!! T__T)


But I saw it... I cant please everyone and i am quite tired of it. Always someone has some problem, I dont know what I should do to keep everyone in a good mood or happy, it seemed impossible. And I think it is. And I am tired to trying to keep everyone happy when i even cant keep myself happy.
I am just a human, not the best one tho... I cant do everything, I cant please everyone...
And i am surrounded by dramas enough in my family to keep a straight face to the world.
Yes... the me I was in Japan is beginning to vanish... which I am very sad about. I want the days back I had there, I want the me back I was there.
But if there are no miracles maybe I cant go back to Japan in September.
Well, I dont give up tho ^^

I am just tired to listen to "and school and school??" ............i am GOING TO finish school, but now my work is more important.
Why is it so hard to understand?
Everyone is sad around me, they act as if the thing I have accomplishd so far (which pretty much is changing my future and theirs too in a good way) is the biggest tragedy in life....and why? Coz noone dared to do something like this before in such a young age.
Do I care? No.
I did it. Its okay if there are people who dont support me... but then they should just shut up...

I love my family and friends but I cant live here...impossible...
I have had enough of dramas... and yes, I dont wanna cry alone...

Te only thing that can amuse me, is to try to look like Kame or Jin as much as possible. Now I really did it, I cut my hair to Kame's sapuri hairstyle, it can be done like Jins and with the same hat and clothes and accesories+sunglass as Jin, it is not that hard... but here noone will "recognize" me...
nevermind...

A huge thank you to Jeng!! Really... with that thing you did... do u know how much it meant to me? 1 or 2 years waiting...Welcome back! *hugs*
And of course thanks you for everyone who support me and encourage me! Thank you *bows*


But... from now on it would be hard to put up with me. I wont be mad at anyone if they leave me, douzo. I became a loner anyway I think.
Maybe it is selfishness, but until I wont come ot of this state I wont talk much.
Or if I do i might be rude, sorry I dont want to hurt anyone.
So, if u talk to me, u had been warned...

gomen nasai *bows again*

Bye

Only 3 days left... T___________T

AND SHIT AT THIS RATE I WILL LOSE THE BET T________T
*cries*
fuck!!!

Ok... I asked appointment from my host father to cut my hair, so he is making himself free on may 27 just for me, so there is no turning back.
For hours I searched the perfect Kame picture LOL
And well... I think I kinda find it... well.... maybe...
So, maybe I will regret it but now really byebye to my hair ^^

Saya will have a piano concert kind of, she and a lot of Japanese child will play piano. Today was the rehearsal. Oh God how I love piano! I totally loved Ueda's solo, and he played piano very beautifully. *nods*
There was a lot of songs my brother and mother always plays at home ^^
And today I realized again: I couldnt live without music
(ahhh speaking about music; *turns 1582, Water dance and Sadistic love on*) >Dv and the rest of kattun album. I love it so much!!!

I spoiled myself going to 4 of KAT-TUN's con, now i feel so weird that I cant go every day ><

((LOOOL BOL ROFL!! In Shunkashuuto, when Jin sings "kimochi" it totally sounds like "kimchi" (its a korean fod i eat here every day. OISHIII!!! <333))

Ok... I still have faint in tomorrow... hmm... Kami-sama, onegai >o<

About dramas...
Quiz Show.
I dont like Arashi, but Sakurai Sho is a good actor I think. He really plays the role of Kamiyama well. Well... I didnt see every episode *T__T* but the ones I saw were really interesting and good.
Oh and I dont like Kanjani 8 either but Yoko is a damn good actor!! I really began to like him!!!

Mr Brain.
Okay... I totally hate Mizushima Hiro and Ayase Haruka... They are everywhere, they are promoted so badly, in metros, on poster, in dramas, in magazins, in CMs....) yet they know nothing. I dont want to hurt anyones feeling and it is my own opinion, but neither Mizushima neither Ayase can act. (And well.... Kimutaku is not the best actor either.......) They are damn bad actors... >< Ayase should stay only modeling (as well as Yamada Yuu... who the hell gave that girl a mic and encouraged her to sing???? ><)
But Gackt will be in second episode and Kame-chan in the third <333 (LOL Jin at the concert: yes, kamechan stole my job in mr brain. Others: Why akanishi? your real job is being a doctor??
LOL KAT-TUN)
That dear Jin, u could NEVER be xD

Majou Saiban.
I didnt really watched it, I always had things to do ^^;; But as much as I watched out of it, it is a really good story and drama. (Ok I hate the kid but anyway)
Think twice... I should listen to this saying too ^^;;; )

Boku no imouto.
No comment. ^^;; I really dont like it.
But lol, the shooting place was in Saitama station xD



Oh and CONGRATULATIONS TO KAT-TUN THAT THEY WILL BE IN GUINESS RECORD BOOK!!!!
I am proud of them!!! <33333333333
Otsukaresama guys!!!! ^__________________________________^

Okk, long time no update really xDD lets see what happened...

First of all... I dont want to go home... I dont want to return to my country. I miss my family and friends but I want them to come here. I cant live in my own country I hate it.
I was so optimistic in Japan, thought even impossible is possible...no let me rephase it... I thought impossible doesnt exist.
But...it does.
I should be happy, I really should be... but I am not really. We made it, we did. Really, officially. But... I cant live here. I wont have visa... Noone helps me... even that I need that 5 million only for short term of time, my relatives, who could actually help say: what the fuck are u doing? Go to uni properly instead...
I wont.
I have enough...
I try to, but uni is not the first. What we managed to built here is bigger and is for my future more than uni.
I am afraid to go home... I have to live the everyday life i did...I am not able to...
And everyone will make drama around me coz I will really be depressed I think.
Yes, I should have been happy I could be here for 3 month.
But what is 3 month compared to a lifetimne?
And... everyone says they understand me.... they dont.
I know it is the worst thing and many people will hate me coz of it, but these are my honest feelings: i hate my home country with all my heart. I dont belong there. I cant live there...There, every day without reason I feel as if I will faint... that i will become unconsciousness and have to lay down. I thought it is because of stress, well it is not. Here i had more stress in this 3 months than during my 23 years of life in my home country. My family brought me to doctor, they even scanned my brain, nothing. I am perfectly fine and healthy. In every aspects.
And it is true. Here I never had that problem, no matter i only slept for 3 hours every day for 2 weeks, that I had work and couldnt eat properly, that I arrived home at 1 am deadly tired.
I had something to wait for, every day. And even only seeing Japanese people on street is happiness for me and help me enjoy life.
I jsut enjoyed life, I lived every day with the "I wont give up, coz life is beautiful"
And it really is. I try not to lose my optimism...but it is hard.
I want that fucking visa too >< And I cant wait 2 years until uni ends.
Everyone who likes Japan say: but i want to go to japan the same amount as you.
This pisses me off coz i dont think.
Who doesnt hate his own contry and language more than anything, who wont be sick phisically every day (while his health from a doctors aspect is perfect), who doesnt cry every day that he wants to go to japan doesnt want to go teh same amount as me.
So yeah...
I cried all night yesterday. I could hardly stop. I am totally scared of going back at my own country, I even had nightmare of it. I am afraid to sleep, coz I dont wanna have nightmare.

And I know, I am lucky. I met Akanishi, I was at 4 KAT-TUN concert, I met Saitou Takumi and could go to places not every people is allowed to enter. And I am grateful to fate. And I still have faith that not long after I can live here for forever. I wont ever give up on hope.

To all my friend on MSN, sorry I wont talk. I cant, I dont want to hurt anyone or make anyone pissed. I am not in the mood to talk, I only go to MSN coz my family had problem with bank transfer and we have to discuss it.
And sorry for those who knew me coz after I return I think I will be a completely different person. We will see...


About KAT-TUN
All the concerts were fantastic, but... I miss Akame... is it just me or that two are really far from each other. They are so sad when they look at each other and the chemistry between them is awkward... i wish it was not like that and maybe i see it wrongly. Anyway... I want them back the way there were.
This Crystal Kay thing is hilarious, Jin, get out of JE if u wanna sing with a girl, Thanks. *bows*
Lately Kame keeps me alive. Every time I am really down I just have to think about his solo song and the performance of it.
((On one con, they sang never again and Kame changed the lyric: "Samayou Akanishi." ((samayou=confused, swaying))Hah, deserves him right. *nods*))

My life changed and in a good way. I just hope I can endure the time I have to spend in my own country.
And now everyone might think I really dont miss anyone.
I do. I really do.
Just my home is Japan.

Todays event: I went to watch the awaodori (japanese dance) practise with my host family. My host mom and her daughter dance too. They are really good!

Ok, I go before I say more depressive things.

4 days left...... I try to live it to the fullest.

ＫＡＴ-ＴＵＮ　ｆａｎｒｅｐｏｒｔ under the cut <333

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Yahooo!!
Ok, I know, I am sooo lazy to write to LJ lately. But so many things happen every day! After I go back to my own country (T___T) I will write everything.
I DONT WANT TO GO HOME!!! T___________________________________________T
NOT NOW WHEN WE ARE SO CLOSE TO HIM. damnit!!! Shit.
I will return home crying my eyes out every day...

I want to come back as soon as possible. But no money T__T

Anyway, I adore his memory xDD how could he remember me? well done, well done xDD LOL arigatou ne ;)
Next monday you WILL come or else.... I will stalk you for the rest of your life *nods* U made a mistake by u know what xDDDD
And else I will lose a bet, so move your pretty ass and come. Why the hell do u have to be that busy now? >__< but i dont think we should say sorry for yesterday xDD
But I wont lose the bet I have faith in you, dont disappoint me!

Okkkkkkkkk well xDD
Today I am going to the KAT-TUN concert <333333
^^
And I still have a spare ticket ^^; I hope i can sell it there.

*o*

Ok I still could cry at any minute, I was crying actually because of happiness today, after that thing happened. I am DAMN HAPPY. I cant beleive my luck, I cant acknowledge what happened I think, if I could I would really faint (I was close to it but lol i didnt xDDDD)
I never felt this happy before in my life, and you can laugh my LA girl, but this happening changed my whole life. (Actually both of todays happening changed my life)
Everything goes well!  How is it possible? lol
I LOVE life. ((And i DONT WANT TO GO HOME T__________________T MY HOME IS JAPAN DAMNIT!))

I will NEVER forget this day! *_________________________*
Thank you God, my dear LA girl, fate, conscidiences, and Him ^^

THANK YOU!!! (And sorry maybe I shouldnt have done that...? ^^;;; Maa iikka...) Okoranaide ne.
I think I dont regret it xDDD
U ARE SO SWEET DAMNIT!!!

after the overload of happiness+2 hours of sleep, we went to work and on the way, I saw  kattun con tickets and one of my new friend wanted to go with me. So I bought it, because it is in set.
But she already bought ticket, so i have one spare. ^^;

So yes minna,

I have a ticket for KAT-TUN Tokyo Dome Concert on may 19th for 6500 yen.

Who wanna come with me? ^__^


Ok I think I really should sleep soon ^^;;;;
I hope I can. lol

janeee~~~~~~

We are stuck... >___<
But we wont give up!!

Today was a very exhausting day with good news and bad news (regarding progressing ^^;;; )
But its okay, we always find a way. ^.^ We will make it!!

I decided to continue the uni too while doing things here ^^ so, now it is double hard.

But I notived, I am more optimistic as before. I always aid life is shit and whatever, but I dont think like this anymore.

Not long ago I was watching a TV program about an ill girl. I dont know what her illness was, but in that illness it is a miracle if u live until age of 13. Maybe you know her story? Her name is Ashley. She died not long ago T___T Rest in PEace.
She had a friend, who had the same sickness and the boy told something like this: Life is what you make of it. I want to live my life at the fullest and not saying it is bad because I am ill, it is not and I want to enjoy every moment of it.
Seeing the willpower of those ill people... saying that with a generous smile and shining eyes... it really amazed me.
Not long after he said it, the boy died at the age of 16. I think these are the real problems. Of course every person thinks that his problem is the biggest, and depression can come easily. But at that time... just lets think about it. Do we really have to say life sucks and has no meaning? Because I dont think we should.
Sometimes I think healthy people are the real sick one.
I was like that too, I was always whinning, I thought life is worthless. But no, it is not.
I am here in Japan now, working for my dream. It seems impossible, we always get stuck, but we wont give up and so it is possible. Just hard.

I think I somewhat became an adult (well, but I am still a child at soul xDD). I see life in different light.
Life is something that is a miracle, that we have to treasure.
I dont say I became strong, becasue I dont think I did. Maybe just a little.

But now, I see how hard life is and what would it be if I whine or bury myself to selfpity every time it seems impossible?
I dont do it. And I wont.
Everything happens with a reason.

Ahh sorry for my ranting ^^;;; Do I have that much freetime?? I need to translate and then do my homework.
がんばるぞ～！

Saiaku na hi!!!
First we got lost... but it is not new and it is a good excercise.
But... we got stucked...
WHY THE HELL NOONE BELIEVES US??
Okay.... maybe I wouldnt either, it is a miracle what we can do, but anyway, they should ask at least for proof (because we can give it) before send us to hell thinking it is impossible and we are too sick to make phantasies so far.......
-____________________________________________________-
Really....

But we WONT give up ^^ There is always a way.
*nods*
ganbaruuu!!! ^0^/


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Only 19 days left in Japan. T_____________________T YADAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*cries*
I dont want to go home!!

Yahooo~~

Today I went to a picnc with my host family and their friends. I made new friends, it was soooo fun today <333
For the first time in my life I played baseball (well kind of xD) and I thought I cant hit the ball, but I hit it at the first time I tried it o.o lol
kinda surprised.
LOL lately I am roleplaying Kame-chan, maybe thats why? xDDDD
anyway, I totally love baseball and I really want to play it >< Too bad I dont know where and with who xD

I ate a loooot, but I still feel like throwing up >< Not that much tho... xDDD I think my tummy just doesnt like that I am eating all day, all various kind of food when really, I never really ate in my country ^^;

Btw today it was raining heavily and we made the picnic under a bridge xDDDD

Tomorrow work again. Golden week ended.

Oyasumiii~~~ I am going to sleep now.

This is scary!!
I am sitting in front of the PC writing haikus. I was counting that "tanjoubi wa itsu ka na" (I wonder when is her birthday)(of course it is too long, but this was the phase i had in my head).
And I hear from behind my back from tv that a little girl is asking this after i thought about the question: "watashi no tanjoubi wa itsu da to shitteru?" (Do you know when is my birthday?)

I was like: WTF??? o___O

btw, nothing much happened, it is still Golden week and I still dont have money to travel.
We went to karaoke yesterday and I asked Saya-chan to pick me KAT-TUN songs. It is more exciting that way and I was like: if it is KAT-TUN I will know. LOL Such a bastard I am, I deserved what I got.
There are many kattun songs (all they published so far, along solos like Care and 1582) and of course i didnt really learned the songs and I dont mean the lyric, because it is written there, I mean the whole song. xD
And Saya-chan didnt know which is new song and which is old and accidentally she always picked new songs xDD Kimimichi, Care, 1582 is ok, but when she put PIERROT I was like: EHH?? xDD
But I sang it. I like challenges ;)
But I was shocked as I sang it, becasue I just then read the lyric (I dont know how you are with it, but I cant really understand what KAT-TUN sings when they sing in English... ^^;; )



Aaaaand.... oi my mysterious LA girl, what do you think of these lines?

"WOOOH..　UNDERSTAND WHAT IM SAYING, RIGHT ! I SING COS' I DON'T WANNA LOSE, SCREAMING YEAH !!

DISTURBING ME,　PIERROT jane e yo !
DISTURBING ME,　MAYBE IM A CRAZY CRAZY
DISTURBING YOU,　I HATE　YOUR ASS TOO, AND I KNOW !!"



Wouldnt it be "and I dont know"? xDDD
Do you think he wrote it? xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


Ok I think something is weird with me...
Why is it that when I am sleeping just 4 hours, every day, and I am out to work (meaning walking my ass off lol) all day, I am fit, I have no problem, I dont feel bad (and I did it for 2 months)
BUT if I sleep the amount I should (or maybe more) for days (alias living a normal life) and I have nothing to do just laze around, I start to feel bad and feel like throwing up...
Isnt it weird? Shouldnt it be the other way around? o__O

Title: Kame's Bad Haircut
(Oneshot)
Author: tanakakoki_fan ((B)Akanishi)
Pairings: Akame
Genre: humor, romance
Rating: PG-12
Beta: blue_eye1 
Disclaimer: I don’t own them T__T
Summary: Kame gets a bad haircut and Jin comforts him
Author’s notes: Actually I wrote this to the Akame Fic meme thingy, but I don’t know how to put it there so LOL I put it here normally like this.

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